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I'm desperate to show you,
And this is my last resort...
Pull down the paintbox
Bright pastels, deep oils
Slash up a paper with my brush-
Make you understand
If I stand beside a mirror
And paint my own reflection
Will you finally see into me?
Spilling colors on concrete
Black eyes, bleeding hear
Shove it in your face,
Pry open your eyes with bleeding fingers
Pouring ink onto paper
My pencil, frantic,
Explain every emotion
While I choke back tears
Blunt and honest - FEEL MY PAIN
Read it in my words
See it in my strokes
I'll write you a thousand songs
To make you understand
I'll paint you a Picasso
And I'll seal it with a tear
Take my art and breathe it-
Let is carress you,
Let it possess you
Feel my passion in your veins
Read my poems, taste my tears
Feel my body tremble
And watch me fall apart
I'll color you a picture
Of my world upside down
But you refuse to look
And besides
You never cared much for art, anyway.
And this is my last resort...
Pull down the paintbox
Bright pastels, deep oils
Slash up a paper with my brush-
Make you understand
If I stand beside a mirror
And paint my own reflection
Will you finally see into me?
Spilling colors on concrete
Black eyes, bleeding hear
Shove it in your face,
Pry open your eyes with bleeding fingers
Pouring ink onto paper
My pencil, frantic,
Explain every emotion
While I choke back tears
Blunt and honest - FEEL MY PAIN
Read it in my words
See it in my strokes
I'll write you a thousand songs
To make you understand
I'll paint you a Picasso
And I'll seal it with a tear
Take my art and breathe it-
Let is carress you,
Let it possess you
Feel my passion in your veins
Read my poems, taste my tears
Feel my body tremble
And watch me fall apart
I'll color you a picture
Of my world upside down
But you refuse to look
And besides
You never cared much for art, anyway.
Literature
Suicide
I'm sorry i've got to do this
I can't take anymmore.
I loved you, and always will,
please don't forget me,
cos i'll never forget you.
I hope to see you later on
when your time to pass has come.
thankyou for helping me
I'm sorry it didnt work out better,
you all tried your best
please dont blame your selves.
thats not what I want,
I want you all to be happy,
go on with your lives.
do it for me cos I couldnt do it,
not even for myself.
I tried my best to be happy and free
but at the end of the day,
thats just not me.
Literature
Misunderstood
Your stance told everyone that youre ok,
I wonder if the people having fun may
have noticed that you were actually bored.
Completely misunderstood.
Your confident smile made everyone think
you were fine as they all link
their arms in laughter.
Completely misunderstood.
You swayed slightly, you seemed content, its true.
So the people left no space for you
in that group hug.
Completely misunderstood.
Your face typically held no emotion.
Though, with everyones hectic commotion
it seemed you were part of it.
Completely misunderstood.
When entering the room, I could see it though.
The loneliness, how it did flow
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hurt.
you lied to me.
you took a part of me
-and torn it all to hell.
you want me.
-after want you've done.
you've killed me
-can't you see?
you killed me
-when you lied to me.
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fuck it wont let me put the whole title, Seeking Salvation In Ink and Blood.
lalala... self-explanatory...
when someone's causing you all this pain but you can't say it to them, they don't even notice...
and you just want to show them your art, be it paintings or poetry or drawings, and show them the pain that you pour into your work because it's your outlet, the thing that you pour all of your pain into... and you want to shove it all in their face and scream at them, this is what you've done to me, why cant you fucking see
lalala... self-explanatory...
when someone's causing you all this pain but you can't say it to them, they don't even notice...
and you just want to show them your art, be it paintings or poetry or drawings, and show them the pain that you pour into your work because it's your outlet, the thing that you pour all of your pain into... and you want to shove it all in their face and scream at them, this is what you've done to me, why cant you fucking see
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Great work. I know exactly what you're talking about..